This is all i have ever wanted =)

I have always wished and longed for a simple life and happiness and I believed I had mine in the year 2008. Many of my dear ones remembered my birthday and making the effort to celebrate with me; i am truly touched and felt loved. Thank you all besties, for the simple celebration, i am already satisfied that i had you all. When the clock strikes 12am, messages rolled in and filled my inbox; plus a surprise cake from my family; it was the first and really, i felt blessed.

Thanks to the other few, who also made an effort to make my day =) I had ice cream cake and durian cake in the breaking dawn and flowers delivered to my door steps while i am still snoring away in the midst of my birthday.

The week is getting busier as Chinese New Year approaches. Work is getting more tedious and i pray that i do not make any silly mistakes so that i dun feel the toll and all the screaming coming. It's sort of cruel to see the real faces of human. Just because your workers came from China, you can yell and scream at them when they are working doubly hard, trying to earn a pathetic living far from their hometown. There were so many of them, and most are nice peeps; changing my mindset towards RPC. Although i am not as blessed as my other classmates working in the big company, i do have my fair share of blessing. Staffs are nice to me, they look after me and believe in the things i do.

It's a miracle to me how paths crossed. I still remember a phone call was all that gets me to join yoga, and through it i gets to know feipo better. So much similarity we shared in person and endless things to go on and on; feeling comfortable with each other even when we had nothing to talk about, sliently enjoying each other's company. Yoga had been my routine for the past few weeks, at least twice a week by myself or with feipo. It was not that bad to go yoga alone, training my patients and physical. The last Saturday i went yoga with feipo and we had dinner and a walk at suntec in the evening. When we were about to go home, feipo handed me a card. I was surprised, it wasn't any special occasion, just a normal hangout. Yet, the moment i opened the card, the emotions was so over whelming. It was written in Chinese, the beautiful strokes penned on the card, i read it over and over again and i felt my tears coming.

It reads:

‘因为肥婆， 我喜欢新加坡’
‘因为肥婆， 我喜欢瑜伽’
‘肥婆的手，让我好温暖’
‘肥婆的拥抱，让我觉得我不孤单’
‘肥婆的鼓励，让我更珍惜自己’
‘肥婆的笑，让我笑得更开心’

This was all i have ever wanted.

To my four besties, though i never penned a card for you girls saying how much i love and cherish you all, i had it craved in my heart. I am happy when i know you girls are happy and i hope that all of us will find our happiness in life. I am almost available whenever you all need me yea. I have always enjoyed meeting up with you girls and do some shopping and dinning and chilling. Please have it regularly, few more ten years, with our future family and growing old together; still having one another. Just like what Shand said 'Will we still be celebrating for one another's birthday like we just had, even when we are in our fifties?(i still remember your funny face when you said that and you laughing your head off)' I sure am looking forward to that =)

A simple blessing is the true blessing.

Love Kate.