I am not being pessimistic. I wowed myself on how positive I am now, but still I can't control my tears from running.
Tired mentally and physically. Looked haggard even with make up on. I can't smile without forcing myself, such a struggle to do such a simple thing.
When is the quarrel ending forever because it happens so frequent at anytime anywhere with whoever. But I have no strength left to squabble, no strength left to be angry, it's all replaced by silent tears. This is not healthy.
Shand is right to say that I will know when my limit is up. Till then I shouldn't give up.
Been feeling sucky at work, maintaining some friendship and family ties.
Wanted a short getaway to celebrate boyfriend's birthday but ended up being asked to go home. I was devastated, I almost knelt down to beg the sucker to let us pass.
What else can be worst.
A blogger wrote in her blog that when you hit rock bottom you will either die or emerge stronger. I wish I can become someone stronger waves after waves.
I will smile and hold back my tears against all odds.
Zero SHero,
Kate
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